Tuesday, April 15, 2008

aladygma

Strange for a first post, but...when something happens...basically I have been trying to figure out aladygma.com ever since my best friend told me about the website. I checked it out, I have always loved mysteries...but...there is something weird with this.

I just have a bad feeling about all of this. It's like I feel like I am putting time into something that shouldn't be uncovered. I have done a lot of searching over the past few days. Thomas Dahlem...it just seems so real...I mean...who are we to think that we are the only beings in this vast expanse anyway?

I swear, just yesterday I never pondered these things. I am a singer, an actress...a normal teenage dreamer...but I really have the tendency to get caught up in things. If you think about it, why couldn't it be possible?

The only reason I created this blog though is because I had one of those...moments...a Deja Vu of sorts...but it was SO strong...I was in this daze all day...it was all so familiar! What was it? Why did I suddenly feel like I have been here before...? Why am I so...freaked out? Why did it go from movie to real life for me?! I need to know...

I should probably put this all behind me and try to forget...but it was too weird...like one of those AHA! moments in the movies where everything suddenly makes sense...like the second time you watch "Fight Club" or when you forget something and then in the middle of the night you wake up and shout out the answer.

...Why was I shaking?
Why does it seem possible?
What is going on?

What are the answers?



What am I missing?